12.6
The past six weeks have been crazy and life changing.
Mikes Mom passed on 11.09 and life just kinda stopped as it does when tragic things like losing a family member happens. Everyone seems to be dealing well and kinda on their own. I feel like Mike is kinda putting dealing with things off by just keeping busy, taking care of his Dad, and trying to make money with still no regular job. And I have a feeling that there will be a lot of bitter sweet moments once the baby comes that will force Mike to deal with his own feelings and issues. And as for me Karen will be truly missed but I am happy that she no longer has to struggle and be sick. And right now my greatest wish is to have a healthy Father-in-Law that makes some real changes in his life so that he can be reliable to Mike and Ami; because I really think that will make a difference in both of them positively growing up and moving forward.
Since then I had my shower and a week of vacation over Thanksgiving, which was much needed. We used this time to finish Jay’s room and spend time with family and friends. New Moon came out and I’ve seen it twice! Texas won the Big 12 Championship, barely and in the most stressful way possible and now will move on to the National Championship on Jan 7th! I’ve gained a total of 30 lbs and feel huge and have had to return to work for my last 3 weeks. Its hard enough to begin with and Jasmine is doing her best to break me down, but weirdly enough Cathy is being great and even told me that she loves me. It’s weird how the rare kindness from someone unexpected can almost make up for the mistreatment from someone else.
So only two weeks left! I’m ready…the house is ready…the car seat is in the car…and my bag is packed…
The past six weeks have been crazy and life changing.Mikes Mom passed on 11.09 and life just kinda stopped as it does when tragic things like losing a family member happens. Everyone seems to be dealing well and kinda on their own. I feel like Mike is kinda putting dealing with things off by just keeping busy, taking care of his Dad, and trying to make money with still no regular job. And I have a feeling that there will be a lot of bitter sweet moments once the baby comes that will force Mike to deal with his own feelings and issues. And as for me Karen will be truly missed but I am happy that she no longer has to struggle and be sick. And right now my greatest wish is to have a healthy Father-in-Law that makes some real changes in his life so that he can be reliable to Mike and Ami; because I really think that will make a difference in both of them positively growing up and moving forward.
Since then I had my shower and a week of vacation over Thanksgiving, which was much needed. We used this time to finish Jay’s room and spend time with family and friends. New Moon came out and I’ve seen it twice! Texas won the Big 12 Championship, barely and in the most stressful way possible and now will move on to the National Championship on Jan 7th! I’ve gained a total of 30 lbs and feel huge and have had to return to work for my last 3 weeks. Its hard enough to begin with and Jasmine is doing her best to break me down, but weirdly enough Cathy is being great and even told me that she loves me. It’s weird how the rare kindness from someone unexpected can almost make up for the mistreatment from someone else.
So only two weeks left! I’m ready…the house is ready…the car seat is in the car…and my bag is packed…
Here is my 35 week picture and then some shower photos and Jays room.
